Discorded Ch2 This new world

I woke up from my sleep. It was the same dream again. Why was it torturing me with questions?! From who was the beautiful soft voice? From who where the annoying voices? What was the buzzing? Did it hurt? Where did it all happened? I knew it was not a dream. It was real. I was lost when I first saw the world where the others lived in. It was so big. So I walked, wondering where this world would bring me. Not knowing that I wanted to go back to that place. It could be anywhere. I walked for a long time and eventually I was flying. I didn't had to put much effort in it. I wouldn't be tired. That was one worry to forget. But now I couldn't find my way back. Should I go back? It would only bring more worries and questions and I didn't want that.


The flying was very helpful. I could travel faster and go higher. It was more like hovering in the air but either way, it let me feel free. I did have to flap my wings sometimes. Even these were different. Everything about me was different now I could see myself in the light. I compared myself with other creatures in the forest. The so called bunnies, birds, deers and other creatures. Each one from the species was almost the same as others from their species. Some bigger or smaller then the others. Was I part of a species? Were there others that were different just like me? I didn't saw any yet. Neither did the other creatures. They all ran away screaming. You don't run away from something familiar. I've seen them and they were all familiar with each other. They were not familiar with my species. Was I alone?


When I showed myself to others they looked at me with big eyes and tried to run away. Their screams and behaviour annoyed me. They didn't knew me! There was no reason to run away when they knew me! I didn't sound different then them! I spoke the same words! They all screamed the same thing : "It's the devil!", "What is that thing?!" "Run away kids, maybe it's a disease!". How stupid! They acted stupid and shouted stupid things! They were scared because I looked different?! If they were so scared why not enjoy it? I will make them scared and let them be annoyed by me! I tried to be kind but it didn't work. I wouldn't be evil to them, I wasn't. I would annoy them because when they made these faces, yell that stuff and tried to ran away, they all looked so silly. Silly. I giggled. They looked silly and did that for no reason. Their behaviour was funny. I giggled again. Laughing let me feel free and took my worries away.
It let me feel powerful.


Everyday they do ridiculous things. They did so many things. Why? Just eat, live and enjoy, that's enough. Right? Why store food? Must they be prepared? Were they limited? I'm not. I'm free. Not limited to a home or place. Only a random tree was what I needed to observe and to rest. I observed that they did too much at daylight and too less at night. The days weren't organized. It was full of worries. But at night they went to sleep. Forgetting their worries. I sat in the tree looking at the stars and the moon. The night was quet and peaceful. I didn't need to sleep. Only if I was bored or tired I took a nap. At day. I could enjoy the night as much as I could enjoy the silly things of day. The moon shined calmly and drew your attention. The sun would give light but you couldn't look at it. It hurts if you did that. Was it ashamed and punishing you if you tried to look? That was a bit unfair to the moon who had the peace of the night yet nobody noticed it because they were all asleep, and the sun had the full day where everything what happened was filled with worries yet the sun did't wanted them to look at it. If it fel powerful enough to awake everyone, why would it made place for the moon? Was the moon as powerful? The moon had companions. The stars. I wanted to find companions too. Even if they acted silly. It should be an interesting silly someone. I wanted to search for it. But the moon looked different then normal this night. The sun was nowhere to be seen.


"Why was the sun down? Why did the moon frown?"